And so it goes that I am slipping away. In a sense. In another, I'm just starting to regain or renew. I can't make much sense anymore. Music tends to play over in my head. My thoughts are swirling round and round and it's hard to focus on one. So yes I am falling behind. Yet I'm moving forward, starting new things and the likes. It's like one foot stepping forward and the other back... enough said: unbalanced alright well no clue what I'm trying to say here so I'll stop for now.